Well the last few years have pretty much been in the down times. I have not had much inspiration with anything really since I left Walmart. I quit and then started at echostar and worked there for over a year, but in turn for putting all that fucking work into that shit hole of a company is a bad heart condition and health, and loss of ego as well as pride that I tried to hang onto for so long, thinking that as long as i had my pride I was untouchable. What an idiot I was. Ah well. So I was lost in work for over the past year; Lived to work ( 90 hours every 2 weeks)Also lost many friends that were closest to my heart. ugh!. But after all that I have gotten my shit together hopefully. I have my son in school now, and I'm going to be going to school again soon to be a medical coding and billing specialist. Now I have more time to draw and write my poems that I love. Wish me Luck. Koodo's! ☺